The signs of discontent

Last night or this morning I had a very strange dream about my work. I just kept seeing people at work and hearing their private conversations about me. How much they don’t like me and want to blame me for a big mistake that happened. I don’t know why but I just kept seeing the fingers pointed and I can only remember strange conversations. It’s like I was behind the scenes and was hearing what everyone is saying and how much they bad mouth me and want me to leave. It is like a sign for me that it is time for me to go. I couldn’t say or do anything in the dream because I was mute. I wasn’t able to talk at all or reply back to defend my self. Now that’s creepy since I do like talking. Well, maybe not talking and that’s my problem. I think I like writing more and soon I will forget how to talk properly. Since I have a minor lisp and my brain seems to function too fast when I am talking that the words coming out of my mouth are in incomplete sentences.

So I woke up this morning around 6 am and I just sat there for a couple of minutes and thought, “God! Do I have to go to work today too!” .. I was very sleepy since I spent last night reading a book and I slept late. So I fell asleep at 6 am and my mom comes in this morning around 7:20 and tells me, “you didn’t wake up yet!” I looked at the watch and I was like great.. I am late! So I got up but I didn’t rush. I didn’t care. So my dad kept offering me a ride to work thinking I am late. Then I explained to him that my contract says 9:00 am not 8! He said, “why you go to work early then?” I told him that I didn’t know why! So I just took the bus and went to work.

Also I have not drank coffee in almost a week! It’s amazing! But that might be the reason why I am always sleepy and lazy. I don’t care. I need to substitute coffee with something else. Since it is so hot here, I have been drinking 4 or 5 bottles of water a day. Maybe more. We have 5 cartons of water in our house. hehe….

Anyways, I am home now and just enjoying the cool air before I go to the gym and get hot again! I wonder what I will do tonight. I was planning to redesign my website. I found a really nice template but I am debating what header I shall use. Or maybe look for different templates and play around with them. However, this time I feel like I want to make a blog template from scratch. Something very clean and nice.

So maybe in the next few days I will have a brand new original template for my blog.

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