Losing sunshine

By: Qwaider

On:Friday, August 31, 2007 9:19:36 PM
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There are certain matters, events, people who give us all the ability to go on. Make our days brighter. Our nights warm. Our hearts warm and fill up our life with bright warm sunshine. These events or people are the essence of essentially everything positive we feel around us. These are the peeks that transform the gray valleys we live in, into a majestic landscape of mountain tops and meadows of lush, green playful grass

Picture of sunset in Kirkland. Similar picture I took found here

We call them our personal bundle of Sunshine, or the wind beneath our wings or what have you. But these events and people are the only things that leave a mark on our map of life

Sometimes, more often than desired we end up in a position where someone or something takes our sunshine away from us. In a dark and evil eclipse of events. You wake up one day to the cold creepy gray matter that descends on you. Lifeless, cold and dark, it drowns you under a million layers of heavy emptiness. And strips you away from your sunshine

As your heart start chipping away while you clutch to whatever is left from your precious sunshine you can feel deep inside that it's not going to be the same. You will no longer wake up to the brightest smile as sunshine rains down on your face. You will no longer stay warm and shielded at night from everything out there. You no can no longer take on the world with an open chest and say Bring-it-on! You know, you have just lost your sunshine ..

This sunshine becomes like a fix for a drug addict. You need it, you crave it. You're willing to do anything to have it. And once you start losing it .. you feel your muscles aching, you heart weakening, your soul braking. It just feels like death is crawling up your legs to have a piece of you.

Do you know what's your sunshine?

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#1
secratea
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On: 8/31/2007 9:35:24 PM

Hold on whatever piece of sunshine you have and thank Allah for it ;).. In life you can't choose to have everything go the way you want, but you can always choose to make the best out of what you have.. cling to what you have and transform it to more sunshine ;)) Cheer up Q ;)

As for me, my sunshine is when I visit my family back home and hold my mom close to my heart.. I don't have that always since we are in two separate worlds right now, but I cling to the hopes that I will see her every big vacation I have inshalla ;)

#2
Maioush
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On: 9/1/2007 3:23:07 AM

Hope the sun will shine back before you know it, you know Q I always say; You'll be surprised to know how far you can go from the point where you thought it was the end…
Probably the part of the brightness, not all of it, thank god for what you have, and the sun will shine back, there is always hope :) …
What’s my sunshine? As everybody else, it’s family.. always family :)

#3
7aki Fadi
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On: 9/1/2007 3:25:26 PM

wow this is deep Qwaider.

I have little sunshines everywhere :) . Life is full of them you just need to open your eyes.

#4
Hani Obaid
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On: 9/2/2007 3:42:02 AM

Be your own sunshine, think of the other stars as backgorund radiation!

#5
miss sea lover
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On: 9/2/2007 8:55:12 AM

ur post tuned a song in my head, i guess it says: "she has sunshine when she smiles....", i can't recall the lyrics, anyway...i think many things in life can be the sunshine, and if u did not find it..u can use a lamp, a candle..i think it'll work too...