22nd June 2008

So...

You all know how I hate to write depressing posts or sounding depressed....

BUT

This, after all, is a journal of my life & I must not omit the parts I don't like, I mean who do I think I am? The KNCC? God forbid.

So yes, the 22nd June, officialy the first day of summer, having the longest day and shortest night, had lots of good times, but also had some bad times. Enough said.

I would like to make a public statement:

I look into the mirror everyday and know who the person looking at me is, inside and outside. I see my faults, my mistakes and I'm not afraid to own up to them. But I also see the goodness that lies in me. I know who I am. Do you?

I am extremely resilient.

I am strong.

I am patient.

I can adapt to anything.

I have no sympathy for weaklings.

I abhore quitters.

I, unlike many, honour my agreements.

I am realistic.

I understand peoples circumstances.

I also overlook peoples short comings.

I do not expect all the things I want in life all at once.

I am prepared to work with what I've got.

I don't like to discuss problems.

I like to solve them.

I am not afraid of what the future has to offer.

I can deal with it.

I have faith in myself.

And suprisingly, I still have faith in others.

I'm not saying this in the hope that it will become a reality.

I'M ALL THAT AND THEN SOME !

So, NOONE has the right to rain on my parade and ruin my much deserved happiness.

Regardless of all that has happened, all that I have said here, I'm still happy and I will continue being the happy person I am.

(My apologies, there are many " I's " up there, something I don't like, but it was necessary).

Plans so far:

1. Join a gym.

2. Start reading a book.

3. Work on my bad temper.

Currently on repeat:

Wael Kfouri - 7obak 3athab

Hussain Al-Jasmi - Labaih